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I don’t particularly want to die. There are still things that I want to experience: new tv shows and films, books and video games, and so on.
The problem is that I don’t want to live the life I’m living. I want to escape my memories, my anxieties and my loneliness. I need to break free from myself. I just want to get away from this hopeless feeling and hopeless life and hopeless future.
And how can I possibly achieve that without death?